1 April 2016

Oh my its 2016!?

Assalamualaikum

Masih ada orang baca ke blog ni? Should i continue blogging ? Hihihi! oklah, i think i want continue but please dont expect me to update everyday okey? Maybe twice a week? haha. So whats new?

1. Started a small business on beading (1.3.2015) 

Ive been dreaming to run my own business and over the years i have soooo many of business ideas and many false starts. Ive tried to sell clothes and hijabs then one thing i felt that always held me back was the lack of funding. Why? I didnt know what to do with the old stocks.. Then i realize that u must keep urself updated to the latest fashion in order to sustain in d fashion industry. BUT! if ure rich enough to have big capital than it wd be another story lahh.. plus i wasnt fully focus on the business coz i was working full time in a Turkish company in Istanbul

When mom was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in August 2014, i decided to quit my job and went back to Malaysia and i took care of her.. FULL TIME. i was jobless for few months until mom passed away. I was really down, depressed n decided to keep silent for a quite some time. Everybody keep pushing me to find a job.. Nope! i dont want to work! Phd? nope! coz i still do nothing with my Masters.. Haha so what you want to do MARYYAAMMMM??

One day i told myself i need to find a way to get a business up n running with a small capital.. i mean REALLY small capital. How much? Trust me, i started with just RM500. I knew its gonna be  a challenge but i had to somehow make it happen.

ALHAMDULILLAH...  now im happy with my growing beading business named Queen Sequeen.. its has been a year now, m happy i can run my own business and insyaAllah we will be expending soon! Its reall fun.. exciting and of coz sometimes it can be really stressful...! kerja mana tak stress ye dak? So here are some of beading works.. u can see more on my instagram! kindly follow @queensequeen







2. Happily Married to Mr. F (6.6.2015)

6th June- the day we supposed to have our engagement ceremony.. yes! engagement! Total of 150 guests were invited and everything was already in order. I did my own dulang hantaran (sangat simple coz its more like merisik) i beaded my own dress n thought of having of small corner for sarung cincin. BOOM! suddenly dad changed his mind and decided to cancel the engagement and do Nikah instead. Like whoaaaattt?! Haha we have only less than 3 weeks to prepare everything... Kursus Kahwin for him, HIV test, Borang Nikah, adding guests list, Tok Kadi, Wedding dress ( i aint wearing that tunang dress that i beaded my self haha), Catering, Dias, Make up, Door gifts n bla bla... can i get everything done in 2 weeks???

Alhamdulillah.. Allah pemudahkan semua urusan, kalau nak ikut logik lah.. borang nikah n kursus kahwin cannot be done in 2 weeks.. But this ustaz from Jabatan Agama Islam was super duper nice memudahkan semua procedure.. Alhamdulillah!

Thanks to Cosry for my beautiful dress.. i love it very much! n thanks so much for accepting my last minute order.. and guess what?? I didnt know how is it going to be like until the final fitting... really! i trust him! i have to say the dress was gorgeous!

On the very day.. everything was perfect and 80% just like my dream wedding ( 100% if its at night with transparent canopy haha!) Everybody didnt believe that everything was prepared in just 2 weeks! Thanks sayang for helping me out! last minute lagi seronok dari plan berbulan2, pastu gaduh berkoyan2, pastu mak bapak meroyan... hmmm  *peace*

Decor by Adiputra Decor

Dias by Adiputra Decor

So much love for his mom, thats why i love him!

Dress by Cosry

Doorgifts - Sejadah and custom made pouch by Aisyah Wani

Sayangs..

Tak perlu ikut adat, 3 balas 3 tak salah. Duit hantaran pun tak perlu tayang2.. 

If arwah mom still around, she would love my Faizal so much. 

Okey! satu lagi korang tak tahu.. hihi! the moment dad decided that we should nikah, the first ever thing in my to-do list was.. dress? nope! borang nikah? nope! i wasnt really worried about all that.. i was more worried about our honeymoon destination! haha.. and we had chosen SYDNEY!!

Why Sydney? Coz its June and obviously its summer in Europe and both of us love cold whether and yes! Sydney is perfect!

Sydney...



Then ... Perhentian


Then.. Istanbul

Then... Cappadocia

Then... Izmir

Then.. Cambodia

Then.. Vietnam
Then ... Madinah Al Munawarrah

And Alhamdulillah kami berpeluang menjadi tetamu Allah.. Makkah Almukaramah

Okey, its already late! Thats all for now.. will update soon! Stay tuned!

12 February 2015

Al-Fatihah

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Al-fatihah untuk arwah mama Saidah Binti Annuar yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada 1 Feb lepas. Jenazah selamat di bawa ke Malaysia dari Guangzhou pada hari ke-4 dan terus dikebumikan pada malam yg sama di bukit Kiara, Semoga roh arwah di tempatan bersama golongan para solihin,

Kami redha dengan pemergiannya. Allah loves her more than we do and didnt want her to suffer more. Sebagai anak, i redha, lega dan bersyukur dapat bersama arwah mama di saat2 akhir dengan bisikan kalimah syahadah hingga nafasnya yang terakhir. Alhamdulillah.

Dah 12 hari arwah meninggalkan kami sekeluarga tapi suaranya masih terngiang2 seoalah2 dia masih ada dalam rumah. Honestly rumah sunyi takde dia coz ive been  with her tru out since she was sick and took care of her. Yes i know somehow i need to accept the fact shes already now with Allah.

Missing her truly, madly and deeply. AlFatihah.... ;'(

13 January 2015

Modern Hospital Guangzhou - Oil Seed Removal

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Hehe lets do some make over! Bukan besarkan mata, atau kecikkan hidung atau cucuk collagen. Tapi its oil seed removal. Yeah, like other people, to have oil seeds or milia seeds (white heads) or milk spots around the eyes is the last thing i want to have on my face. I can still consider pimples as they just come and go. But these oil seeds are permanently there and its quite disturbing.

I used to buy so many kind of beauty products especially eye cream coz im having a bad dark circle and that can be the cause of the growth of oil seeds around my eyes. Besides that, the level of cholesterol inside your body can also cause oil seeds. Ah lagi satu! taking too much of chicken. Oppsss i just love KCF,, sorry!

So since our room is in the same level with medical cosmetics department, i decided to get it done here. Alang2 sebulan duduk sini.. buat je lah. kan? So alhamdulillah, it has been removed using laser and walla! rasa seperti di lahirkan semula. Ewah!




So those who want to get it done, you can go to Herbaline for consultation. My cousin suggested me to go there tpi tak pegi2 coz i heard they do the extraction manually. Siapa yang tak kisah and tahan sakit, boleh pegi. Hehe

Ok, thats all for today. banyak plak masa update blog kan.. alhamdulillah mom's condition is getting better and i have lil bit of time. Thanks for reading!






11 January 2015

Alhamdulillah! Good News!

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Syukur sangat2 that finally Allah have answered all of our prayers. Berkat solat hajat dan bacaan yasin from my friends, mom's friends, family, dan juga jemaah masjid subang jaya (you know who you are) mom is slightly improving. The CT scan result showed that the tumor on her right lung, neck and brain are shrinking and giving positive reaction to the treatment. Alhamdulillah. Its almost 60% cured.

Just during the process of recovering, mom started to lose her hair. Pendek kata, dah botak skrg. and i know she feels down coz shes the type who really take care of her hair.. She always get her hair permed and colored. But i tried to divert her attention by keep saying she looks cute and younger and looook sooooo punk rock mom! hehe.. And sempat juga dia balas "kalau pegi color rambut. maybe dia charge 3 ringgit je kot?" hahahaha! And she said she can be on TV commercial for Yun Nam Hair Care. Hahaha! Classic joke mom!

No words can describe how happy i am to hear the good news. Syukur pada mu ya Allah kerana mengangkat doa2 kami yang kerdil ini. Alhamdulillah.






10 January 2015

Short Tour in Guangzhou

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Alhamdulillah on our second visit to Guangzhou we managed to go around the city coz mom is feeling much healthier compared to our first visit here. almost 20days in Guangzhou on our first visit, believe it or not, we just stayed put in the hospital. tak pegi mana2 puun.. pegi kedai runcit depan hospital je beli fruits and eggs.. huuuu...

So yesterday sempat la we all jln2 around Beijing Lu ( Beijig Road) shopping baju murah2 .. Im so glad and happy to see mom can walk normally, and can smile for camera.. Alhamdulillah!








Guangzhou at night is really fantastic! rasa macam kat new york. I didnt bring my camera so snap pkai phone jer and we didnt plan to go for a leisure walk at the park coz we didnt expect mom to be energetic that day. Alhamdulillah takpe we can go anytime.. we have 1 month here! 

Waiting for brothers to come over the weekend! more to come! more places to discover!.. So mom, please be strong and keep healthy ok. muah!

9 January 2015

Tahun Baru, Kakak Baru- The day my brother got married

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Alhamdulillah selesai sudah the wedding ceremony from both side on the 1st and 3rd January. Well, i can say this was the perfect and beautiful first wedding of 2015 and seeing my brother being nervous (nak pakai baju pun tak boleh masuk and we adik beradik need to assist him) before the big moment made me burst out loud. haha!

All the beautiful decor was perfectly done by Adiputra (instagram @adiputra_decor) which fully recommended by me .. ehem! Chewah berangan nak naik pelamin so kasi abang test dulu. ALhamdulillah everything was nice and the wedding ceremony looked so classy and elegant, just like what we expected. Thanks Adi and Azman!



Makeup sponsored by the groom. Why not kan? Adik pengantin pun nak vogue de vass! hehehe. The beautiful touch was by Amien. Thanks so much! and thanks to along for sponsoring the make-over session for me and mom. Hehehe.



The wedding attire for both bride and groom was beautifuly done b Syomir Izwa. Simple and elegant. Tak yah nak mekno2 sangat kan. I love the dress! Seriously looking at their wedding makes me sooooooo want to get married really soon. haha.. doa2kan lah. Somehow we have to postponed the plan due to mom's condition. Takpelah, kalau ada jodoh tak kemana.. ye dak? Hehe and both my dresses were perfectly done by Teresa Fashion Boutique. Thanks!





Thanks to those who are came to the wedding, those who came to help sampai terlondeh2 sampin juga banyak2 terima kasih, those who help me with the door gifts, ushering the guest.. thanks a lot! you know who you are.. me love you all long time! muah~ Yang datang makan je pun terima kasih ok! hehe..

Alhamdulillah, bertambah lagi sorang jemaah perempuan. BarakAllahulak, wabaraka'alayk, wajamaa baynakuma fi khayr! InsyaAllah till Jannah!




8 January 2015

My 2015 Challenge

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Hello all! Never too late to wish everybody a happy new year.. Panjang ke list korang buat azam baru? Saya tak pernah ada azam2 baru ni.. just go with the flow, make plans like usual and live my life happily. yang penting, dont ever look back.  Heh macam biasalah ye, sy tak nak dapat update selalu skrg. Tho im jobless now but im a full-time nurse to my mom. Yea for those who still dont know, she was diagnosed with lung cancer stage 4 two months ago and now the cancel cells is spreading to her back bone, neck and brain.

Alhamdullilah with Allah's will her condition now is getting better since she obtained few treatments in Modern Hospital GuangZhou. And now we are here again for the 2nd session and lets pray together for her recovery. InsyaAllah.

Hanya Allah saja yang tahu betapa sedihnya hati ni bila diberitahu that our one and only mom has cancer at 4th stage. Yang paling sedih when we did some check ups at private hospitals (i dont have to tell the hospital names) they said she has pneumonia (lung infection). So she has been taking antibiotic drips at some **MCs until she started to coughs blood. We decided to go to PPUM (government hospital) and Allahuakbar! she was straight away diagnosed as lung cancer stage 4. Doc estimated she only has 1 year max. Are you kidding me? Ajal maut semua di tangan Allah. I strongly believe in that. So since then, i decided to quit my job and take care of her. Kerja bila2 mana2 boleh cari, but tak semua orang Allah bagi rasa nikmat berIBU... so manfaatkan.

So the whole family start to do some research about the best treatments or medication for lung cancer. Ive been reading a lot about these cancers, but when comes to lung cancer stage4, its very hard to cure. Tapi apa2 pun Allah galakkan kita usaha, sebab dia dah sediakan "penawar"nya.. kita kena usaha cari. InsyaAllah

1. Her diet
Bila tanya doctor of coz diorang mmg tak pernah suruh kita pantang apa2.. makan je apa2.. why? coz they dont want the patient to feel demotivate. Yes partly is true, bila i dah strat strict with mom, dia mcm sedih coz sume takleh makan and dia start merungut.. haaa itu yang kita taknak.. sebab it makes her more sick. so what i did i change the ingredients. Takboleh dah beli barg2 kat Tesco, kena up sikit beli kat organic shops. Memanglah costly sikit.. from rm1- rm7 tapi tu je lah cara nak make sure the food is clean and healthy. She cant take any dairy foods, red meat, fishes including Salmon. (only jenahak and merah), which all these foods will trigger the cancer cells.

2. Alkaline Water
We have installed alkaline water at home, so we boil, wash, bath, drink using the alkaline water. Ada banyak brand in the market and i heard the best is Kangen Water. My friend Fizzy suggested to install Kangen water at home coz her mom had cologne cancer before and Alhamdulillah she is free from cancer now by drinking the water 3L a day. As for us, we installed AO water sbab PH alkaline dia sama jerrr.. as long as its alkaline water then its fine.

3. Sabah Snake Grass and Apricot Seed
When i started to share the news with my close friends, few of them suggested me to get this sabah snake grass for mom. Alhamdulillah dapat contact supplier from Seremban and every 2 weeks they will send to us via Poslaju. I Just blend with green apple and give mom to drink twice a day. Apricot seeds are also good to fight cancer and alhamdulillah after consuming, her tumor pain is slightly reduce. Cuma kadang2 tak consistent sebab she is too tired of taking too many medicine.

So thats basically about my 2015 challenge. I pray that Allah will make everything at ease and give more barakah to our efforts for mom's recovery InsyaAllah  




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