My 2015 Challenge

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Hello all! Never too late to wish everybody a happy new year.. Panjang ke list korang buat azam baru? Saya tak pernah ada azam2 baru ni.. just go with the flow, make plans like usual and live my life happily. yang penting, dont ever look back.  Heh macam biasalah ye, sy tak nak dapat update selalu skrg. Tho im jobless now but im a full-time nurse to my mom. Yea for those who still dont know, she was diagnosed with lung cancer stage 4 two months ago and now the cancel cells is spreading to her back bone, neck and brain.

Alhamdullilah with Allah's will her condition now is getting better since she obtained few treatments in Modern Hospital GuangZhou. And now we are here again for the 2nd session and lets pray together for her recovery. InsyaAllah.

Hanya Allah saja yang tahu betapa sedihnya hati ni bila diberitahu that our one and only mom has cancer at 4th stage. Yang paling sedih when we did some check ups at private hospitals (i dont have to tell the hospital names) they said she has pneumonia (lung infection). So she has been taking antibiotic drips at some **MCs until she started to coughs blood. We decided to go to PPUM (government hospital) and Allahuakbar! she was straight away diagnosed as lung cancer stage 4. Doc estimated she only has 1 year max. Are you kidding me? Ajal maut semua di tangan Allah. I strongly believe in that. So since then, i decided to quit my job and take care of her. Kerja bila2 mana2 boleh cari, but tak semua orang Allah bagi rasa nikmat berIBU... so manfaatkan.

So the whole family start to do some research about the best treatments or medication for lung cancer. Ive been reading a lot about these cancers, but when comes to lung cancer stage4, its very hard to cure. Tapi apa2 pun Allah galakkan kita usaha, sebab dia dah sediakan "penawar"nya.. kita kena usaha cari. InsyaAllah

1. Her diet
Bila tanya doctor of coz diorang mmg tak pernah suruh kita pantang apa2.. makan je apa2.. why? coz they dont want the patient to feel demotivate. Yes partly is true, bila i dah strat strict with mom, dia mcm sedih coz sume takleh makan and dia start merungut.. haaa itu yang kita taknak.. sebab it makes her more sick. so what i did i change the ingredients. Takboleh dah beli barg2 kat Tesco, kena up sikit beli kat organic shops. Memanglah costly sikit.. from rm1- rm7 tapi tu je lah cara nak make sure the food is clean and healthy. She cant take any dairy foods, red meat, fishes including Salmon. (only jenahak and merah), which all these foods will trigger the cancer cells.

2. Alkaline Water
We have installed alkaline water at home, so we boil, wash, bath, drink using the alkaline water. Ada banyak brand in the market and i heard the best is Kangen Water. My friend Fizzy suggested to install Kangen water at home coz her mom had cologne cancer before and Alhamdulillah she is free from cancer now by drinking the water 3L a day. As for us, we installed AO water sbab PH alkaline dia sama jerrr.. as long as its alkaline water then its fine.

3. Sabah Snake Grass and Apricot Seed
When i started to share the news with my close friends, few of them suggested me to get this sabah snake grass for mom. Alhamdulillah dapat contact supplier from Seremban and every 2 weeks they will send to us via Poslaju. I Just blend with green apple and give mom to drink twice a day. Apricot seeds are also good to fight cancer and alhamdulillah after consuming, her tumor pain is slightly reduce. Cuma kadang2 tak consistent sebab she is too tired of taking too many medicine.

So thats basically about my 2015 challenge. I pray that Allah will make everything at ease and give more barakah to our efforts for mom's recovery InsyaAllah  

Modern Hospital GuangZhou (MHG)

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Alhamdulillah, it has been a week we are in MHG. Everyhing and everybody is doing good. I got to see the gynaecologist here and so far their hospitality is being great!. Ive been going through a few test and examination on my gynaecological problem and will get the result by today or tomorrow. (Lelaki2 dan suami di luar sana, tolong la hargai perempuan, its not easy to be a woman.. ) Mom is also doing her treatment here and alhamdulillah she is doing good too.

We have another a week here. Lets pray and hope for the best, InsyaAllah.

Mawar Turkiye is back!

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The new collection is finally out in Zalora and grab them fast. Nanti dah habis jangan cakap i tak update ok! Happy Shopping!

A short update..

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Wah, sudah lama tak menjengah ke blog ni, haha.. berhabuk2 sampai kena vacum! Sory lah pada yang setia visit blog ni as I have been up to so many many like MANY things lately. Busy with business, family, friends and also been taking care someone who is really sick. Ive spending the whole autumn in istanbul and will be flying to Guangzhou tomorrow to obtain some medical treatment. Bukan bercuti atau business trip ye, dont worry insyaAllah my shawls all are 100% made in Turkey even the shawls that i designed myself with beads, the beads are also originally from turkey tau. Speaking of that, more than 20 designs will be out soon insyaAllah next week in Zalora, peminat2 setia shawl turkey, sila stay tuned!

Nothing much to write and share, ada orang cakap, letak gambar je pun ok.. haha.. oklah i share photos je okey during my autumn in istanbul..

Bosphorus Cruise - Go and explore the beautiful and magnificient shores of the Bosphorus  

From where i stand,,

Enjoy the colors during autumn

Camlica- Get to see the whole view of European side from the Asian side

Pierre Lotti - Get to see the view from the European side

The place that i go almost everyday to enjoy the sunset and sunrise and full moon. 

The people that are always there for me. 

Fatih, the best fish restaurant facing the Bosphorus

Random just for my ootd pose. Haha

Dogatepe Cafe- captionless (the picture tells it all)

Please drop by at Kemal Erol carpet shop at Grand Bazaar and say my name. You;ll get the best price. 

New shawls from Mawar Turkiye

Silky looking Striped Shawls RM46 including postage via pos laju

Annur Glitter Chiffon Shawls RM46 including postage via poslaju

More laser cut shawls coming! Stay tuned!

Tazkirah Ahad with Ustaz Barry

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Alhamdulillah, dapa jugak pergi dan mendengar Tazkirah Ahad organized by our friend, Helmelia every month. Sementara ada kat malaysia ni, its better for me to go and listen to Tazkirah sbab mendengar tazkirah dan menghadiri majlis ilmu ni pun dapat pahala.. sangat senang Allah nak bagi pahala.. kan? So lets grab it! InsyaAllah

So i would like to share some points from the Tazkirah today, kongsi ilmu pun dapat pahala kan.. im not sayin im good but its also a self reminder.

Hari ni Uztaz Barry membincangkan tentang Hadith 2 or juga dikenali sebagai Hadith Jibril yang telah diriwayatkan kepada Ummar bin Al-Khattab. Dalam Hadith ni ia mengajar kita tentang Adab (ethics) of seeking knowledge that can be summarized into 4 main points which are:

1. We should be clean and wear clean clothes- so kalau boleh elak lah diri daripada membaca bahan ilmiah di dalam tandas ketika buang air.
2. We should sit properly and closer to the speaker- sbg tunjuk horma pada penyampai dan ilmu yg cuba disampaikan dapat dimanfaatkan
3. Asking questions
4.Seek knowledge from the right source- kita diharuskan mengkaji supaya ia sahih


Apart from that, this hadith teaches about Qadar/ Takdir which can be devided into two:
1. Takdir yang tiada pilihan dan wajib diterima - ajal/maut/kelahiran dll
2. Takdir yang ada pilihan dgn tanggungjawab - Cth sembahyang dpt pahala, tak sembahyang dpt dosa

It should be seen t 4 levels:
1. Allah Maha Mengetahui dan mengetahui segalanya
2. Allah recorded all this knowledge in Al lauhulmahfudz/ Luh Mahfuz - tempat di mana Allah menulis segala perkara yang dikehendakiNya untuk terjadi
3. Segala Allah inginkan untuk terjadi PASTI terjadi
4. Apa pun manusia kehendaki untuk terjadi, pastinya dengan IZIN Allah

Well, nampk sgt basic kan? tapi rata2 ramai orang salah anggap tentang konsep Takdir. Many people believe that what they are going to do is caused by what has already written in Al-Lauhulmahfudz. What we do is actually not caused by what is written by Allah. sbg contoh: Aku telah ditakdirkan oleh Allah untuk tidak sembahyang or aku telah ditakdirkan untuk mungkar pada Allah. itu bunyi nya seolah2 u already knew what has been written in Luh Mahfuz padahal apa yang tertulis adalah rahsia Allah. So mostly we are confuse 'causation' and 'association'. What we are goin to do will match what has already been written but its not a matter of causation- what we do is out of our own willingness and ability and we do have full responsibility on whatever choice we make.

So basically apa yang dibincangkan dalam Hadith ni berkaitan dgn 5 rukun Islam - the beliefs that make up Iman (dgn percaya pada Takdir ) the attainment of the highest level of Iman which is Ihsan ( i didnt elaborate on this one coz i believe everybody knows what is Ihsan (perilaku baik) and adab of seeking knowledge.

Alhamdulillah, banyak juga ilmu dapat hari ni, i hope kita dpt sama2 belajar. Oh ya, i have started kelas mengaji as well di rumah with Ustaz Haikal. Sebelum mengaji dia ada cerita tentang Sejarah Islam dan Aqidah. Cakap pasal Aqidah, Ustaz tu ada cerita that ada kajian ke atas molekul2 air berubah apabila dibacakan ayat2 suci Alquran berbanding bila di dengarkan lagu rock dan sebagainya. Ok semua tahu pasal ni, tpi Ustaz tu ada add dia cakap kalau orang2 yang melepak di kedai kopi dan mengumpat dan mengata orang lain tu tutup2kan la air yang diminum tu, takut apa2 yang dikatakan dari mulut kita dan rakan2 lain masuk dlm air dan selepas tu air tu diminum, maka diri pun menjadi tidak baik. Wallahualam. So senang citer.. takyah la gosip sgt.. ye dak? hihi. Sama2 kita berdoa agar menjadi muslim yang baik. InsyaAllah. Saya still babysteps.. byk lagi kena blajar.. especially pakaian dan percakapan.. ya Allah!

The Compilation

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Wah! guess i didnt update my blog for a long time! what have i been up to? Seriously macam2! Since i got my foot back in malaysia, ive been busy running up and down looking for buyers for Mawar Turkiye,yelah nak berjaya bukan senang, kena la berusaha dari bawah, but its really fun to be kuli and boss at the same time.. hehe

So lets compile everything in one entry..

1. Nana's engagement - 31st August (basi dah!)
Congratulation to Nana And Shadad #shadadnana! We see it finally happened and we knew it was just a matter of time. Congrats!

2. Mawar Turkiye for Cosry.
Alhamdulillah, abg putra has put trust in me by allowing me to supply scarves and shawls for Cosry. Thanks so much abg put! Shawls 'Maryam for Cosry' is on its way! InsyaAllah.

3. Catching up with Waida and lil Ulya
How time flies, Ulya now is 8months! Dear Ulya, as soon as u can talk, please persuade ur mama to move in KL so mummy yam can also see you grow.. ok?? Pleaseeee let me be ur favorite 'mummy'...

4. Lil Arissa a.k.a 'adik'
Ni lagi sorang budak yang wajib jumpa kalau balik Malaysia.. my mini me! she looked so cheeky in TM raya tvc.. macam nak cubit2 mulut dia tuuu.. ish!

5. Boat noodling at Boat Noodle
Have you girls tried boat noodle? go and try and see how may bowls u can stack?? its really fun! its rm1.90 each bowl and the portion for each bowl is only about 2 table spoon. I can only go up to 4 bowls.. but tasha?? she went up to 7 bowls! Bravo!

6. Faliq's birthday - 2nd October
A small gathering with the 'stu-ges' (kaki2 lepak ss2 excluding me) on Faliq's birthday at Chilis Bangsar.

7. Lets deco with Maryam
Someone been asking for my help with lil homestyling for her house. Just a simple decor with limited budget. Nothing much and Alhamdulillah both husband and wife love it! thanks guys!
Lets check out the before and after photos..

8. P.Ramlee The Musical
Nothing much to say coz it was AWESOME!

Alhamdulillah such a great 2 months in KL.. Oh can i quit my job and come for good now?? Boooo